Today is a good day...

So, Yeah. Today is a good day. Actually, Today is a great day. Today is Day 30 of being sober.

Just thirty days ago my neighbor brought me to my first meeting. Thirty days ago I recognized I was really messing up my life. Thirty days ago I tipped the first domino in a series of choices that I can tell will radically change my life as long as I stick with them.

As I'm sitting here I'm thinking,"Hmm... Thirty days really isn't that long." Honestly, it's not, I've just started to understand all the changes I've put in motion in my life. I have a long way to go.

So, 30 days...

I've been sitting here trying to think of some thought-provoking, extremely meaningful, awe-inspiring (bull shit) type thing to put down and go on-and-on about like I do with some of these entries. I've written a few paragraphs and deleted them a couple times, but I keep realizing that I'm just putting down a bunch of words that I can't organize well enough to express the complexity and the simplicity of the gratitude, hope, and love coursing through me right now. I just kinda want to ride on this and build on it while I can.

I think I'm going to keep it simple tonight.

Today is a good day. I'm sober. I couldn't have made it this far without all the support I've received this past month. I know I have a lot more to learn and a long road ahead of me, but I now know I'm not alone.

Thank you to everyone who has been a support to me, I hope I can return the kindness.

I luv you guyz. =c)