Today I'm feeling angry...
Today I'm feeling angry. It's a culmination of a lot of other feelings that's coming out as anger. I hate being angry.
I'm Jealous of my friends who were able to go out this weekend and have fun. I went to meetings, to church and to the grocery store. I didn't do much else.
Even if I had been willing to go out, I couldn't. I'm broke. Have been for the past 3 weeks. I put every penny I could find into my account last week to try and pay my bills, but ended up being $12.50 short. Hopefully my check won't bounce.
I feel like crap today. I guess the terminology is that my body is detoxifying, but it's driving me nuts. Headache, sweating and breaking out, nice case of jock itch that won't go away... Fun fun.
I know I have to go through this and it frustrates me.
I'm at work now, on my lunch break. Work is frustrating me. I had a lady calling up first thing this morning yelling at me because her claim was denied. She's full of it and keeps changing her story, so we're not going to pay her claim. The people who work under me are not completing their jobs as requested since we've changed a few procedures, which means I have to correct their work and let them know what was wrong. They're giving me attitude about it. Grrrrrr.... If everything was done properly I wouldn't have to correct anything.
I'm going to go smoke now. Really want to go out after work, but I am not going to.
Today is day 8 and I'm frustrated by everything and it's making me angry.
I'm Jealous of my friends who were able to go out this weekend and have fun. I went to meetings, to church and to the grocery store. I didn't do much else.
Even if I had been willing to go out, I couldn't. I'm broke. Have been for the past 3 weeks. I put every penny I could find into my account last week to try and pay my bills, but ended up being $12.50 short. Hopefully my check won't bounce.
I feel like crap today. I guess the terminology is that my body is detoxifying, but it's driving me nuts. Headache, sweating and breaking out, nice case of jock itch that won't go away... Fun fun.
I know I have to go through this and it frustrates me.
I'm at work now, on my lunch break. Work is frustrating me. I had a lady calling up first thing this morning yelling at me because her claim was denied. She's full of it and keeps changing her story, so we're not going to pay her claim. The people who work under me are not completing their jobs as requested since we've changed a few procedures, which means I have to correct their work and let them know what was wrong. They're giving me attitude about it. Grrrrrr.... If everything was done properly I wouldn't have to correct anything.
I'm going to go smoke now. Really want to go out after work, but I am not going to.
Today is day 8 and I'm frustrated by everything and it's making me angry.
posted by JD_612 at 11:40 AM
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