Sunday, April 02, 2006

S/G/W/M I/S/O NORMIES part 2.

Sorry about the venting, I needed to say that. Things really have been Ok lately, I've been doing a bit more meditating and talking to my H.P. lately and I've been taking a step back from myself to see how exactly things are going. I am really fortunate everything worked out with my schooling, I'm excited about that. I don't know where that leaves my job, but my job isn't a priority. I'll be scheduling my classes and work time around meetings because it's important to me to do that. I think part of my frustration is that it's spring and I'm single and I know it wouldn't be a good thing for me to be at all looking for a relationship right now. I made a commitment with the changes in my life to stay away from relationships for a while but with the snow melting and everything growing, I'm feeling really restless. I think I may have the solution for it though: Find someone I can trust and can talk to who will JUST cuddle occasionally, isn't high-maintenance, who will know what I need from them instinctively, who can make me laugh till I cry, who will show appreciation of the little things in life I can do for them.... I think that leaves me with getting a cat. Anywho. I'm doing ok. I am grateful for the people in my life even when I am frustrated at my life. I really don't want my blog to be all serious stuff, I want to show fun and let people know about the good things that are going on, but lately, it's been difficult to do any of that. Life is interesting and I have a lot more to learn about it before I'm comfortable living life on it's terms but I know it'll come in time. Turn it over and be patient.

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