New Project...

Oooooh. Chocolate is good. I've had lots of chocolate today and therefore am in a GREAT mood at the moment. I keep having all these eye-opening experiences, not all of which are exactly good/easy at the time, but I'm learning all kinds of things. Getting to know myself better. I've got a few things to do today, so I'm going to keep this brief, just wanted to say that I'm proud to be bringing myself into the 20th century finally. Yesterday I was journaling and thinking of my blog at the same time. I like Journaling even though I don't do it much and I like Blogging, just sitting at my computer and typing my thoughts out. Well, I really like composing at the keyboard rather than on paper for some things, so I decided to transferr my old journals into electronic form. It's kinda fun reading through some of my entries from YEARS ago and seeing how the things that worried me then really weren't such a big deal. Plus, I can put all the Blog entries I've done and not published into my new journal. Kinda cool.

Anywho, that's what I"ve been doing lately, I'm thinking of getting a scanner too so I can scan some of the drawings I have in my journal into my system.

Things going through my head: Love. Something I'm still beginning to understand. Love is not using something/someone up and discarding the rest. I've been thinking of the possibilities of dating again, but I know I'm not ready for that. I am still having a hard time loving myself and sometimes still even liking myself, but that's getting better. Until I can honestly say that I love myself, I won't be ready to attempt trying to love anyone else. I'm not dwelling on it though, I just keep meeting these people who I would consider if I was in any way ready. Anywho. S'OK.

Nothing happens by coicidence. "To everything there is a season and a time for every purpose under heaven..." Ecc 3:1